psalm 22

hey yall. this may make no sense to you, but i think can relate to our lives...i know it does for me.

ok so Psalm 22. i was reading there today. and its basically a passage where david is just complaining to God, telling him his woes, frustations and all that...but i dont see it as just complaining. maybe im wrong. but have you ever just had to speak what was in your head. and as you are saying it outloud, it makes more sense, whether it makes you feel even more like a goof ball or watever, speaking your thoughts outloud(and im not saying that you should just go around saying the first thing that pops in your head, cause we all know that would be stupid) but yeah, when you speak your thoughts out loud, you begin to fully comprehend what it is that you were trying to figure out. or you realize how aweful and cruel things might sound.

so back to David, i really think that he was just doing that. i think he was talking to God, and yeah, he was complaining...that obvious if you read it you can clearly see that he was. but as he is talking, he begins to see where God was in the situations that he was talking about. He begins to see the answer, to see God in the situation. and i dont know, it was just really awesome.

sometimes when i am going through a struggle in life, ive caught myself thinkin, "God, if you love me, then WHY am i going through this. Ive been faithful, ive tried to be Good, and do YOUR will! ive served you in this way and in that way and this is what i get in return?" and when i think these things, it doesnt take but a split second later for that lil voice to go, "I LOVE YOU, dont you know that!" its just crazy, like i can be thinkin and thinkin about something for a LONG time, and the second i VOICE my concerns, and i say VOICE because "Ask and it shall be answered, seek and you shall find" if you dont ask, then he may know but you wont be answered. but yeah,the second i VOICE my concerns its like a lightbulb goes off because i can hear Him ANSWERING!!!!!

and its like this, have you ever asked a question to someone and before you even finish what you are asking you realize the answer and then voice the answer too...(maybe im alone in that, but yeah...it happens to me alot)

i have no idea if that even makes sense...it does to me, but thats cause it was what came out of my brain...see this happens...i can never fully get out my point, but its a good point..i just butcher it when i try to write or talk about it... and you cant have sound effects or hand gestures when typing so that lil aid i have when im talking just goes out the window!

sorry...if you read this and are completely lost then just realize this...Jesus Love You! and no matter what you go through in life, He will always be right there with you, he will never leave or forsake you.

an as a side note cause i forgot to say it and just realized that...sometimes, when we are doing Gods will for our lives, satan will attack us. He will do anything in his power to keep us from doing Gods will. he will do anything he can to keep us from telling others about christ.just a thought...keep livein for God, hes got your back!