ahem...

I just want to say:
if you think that you want to set a girl up with someone...
A. dont tell the girl about it, not cool. Its not the girls place to initiate things.
B. If you want to tell the guy, then fine, tell him whatever. but leave it there.
C. Realize that its like a pink elephant in the room when the two meet because they know whats going on, and that makes it MORE awkward, hence nothing progresses from it!
D. by now you know im speaking in the third person, so just an FYI, i dont have time for guys, and im not initiating anything ever, so the guy better be in for the chase of His life cause im not giving in so easy either. He'll just have to be patient and content to pursue for awhile. :)

Oh BCF. how extremely ridiculous it can be sometimes to be at the Bridal College of Florida.
(And FYI, there is no guy right now)

URGENT PRAYER REQUEST!

a prayer for a girl in my dorm.
Last thursday she was told that Her mom only had about 2 years to live. then they did more tests, her mom has cancer in her stomach that is spreading and spreading fast. Her mom is not expected to live past THIS friday.
The girl's name is Valerie. I only know her mom as Mrs. Gallegos. Please pray for a miracle, and for Valerie and her family through this time. Valerie is a very strong person, her father passed away two years ago, and the Lord has really been her backbone. Please pray that she will cling to the Lord through this time. Please pray that the Lord will be ultimately Glorified in what is going on.
thanks yall.

Thanksgiving Plans=Change

WELL, i was supposed to go to Texas for Thanksgiving, but plans have changed and well, im in G-ville for Thanksgiving now.
There is a possiblity that I could go to see my Sister Kimmy who will be visiting with her Hubby at her Hubby's side of the family in Naples, but thats 9 hours away, dont know how the car will do on that trip so, not really a bad thing, i might just be stayin here for break. A little Jesus and me time, Good! He can share with me His plans for the summer then!
Which, FYI, could possibly be coming home for the summer. I dont know though. Im applying to like 6 different camps/other things, we shall see how it goes.

Went to a wedding this weekend, got to see the wonderful Michele Marks! Plus many other wonderful people from when i worked with Global. Pretty exciting, the Bride was Gorgeous, the Groom had a classicly awesome look on his face when he saw his bride walking down the aisle to him, the face of "Nothing else in this world matters right now cause im dilariously happy" look. Beautiful wedding! Congradulations Josh and Amy NEAL!!! AHH they are a Mr. and Mrs now!!

oh, and!!! I got bit by a dog this weekend. Friday, i arrived in Tally to a friends house who i was meeting so we could drive the rest of the way down to Orlando for the wedding. I had hugged everyone and went to hug her dad who was sitting on the couch, not noticing her evil tempermental dog that he was hiding in his lap, neck left wide open because of this, dog snapped and now i have a massive bandaid on my neck covering the nasty mark on my neck...twas deep, but didnt need stitches, or i didnt have time to see if it did so ey, what ev)

Random Panic Over

I dont know what it is, but rather all of a sudden i just got overtaken by worry.
I know the Lord will provide for this trip if it is His will that I go, which I truly believe it is because of how He has affirmed that so far. Just for some reason, Ive momentarily become overwelmed thinking that there could be a possibility that it wont happen.
I believe it is a mix of things, like my realistic-thinking friend who mentioned it to me (not that she was being mean, but she just tells it like it is, she still prays with me for the trip to be provided for, but she is just the type of person that likes to be prepared for all things, so making me aware of the possibity of it not happening is why she said it). It could also be the fact that I just looked up airfare again and the seats are filling on the planes...

Things I keep reminding myself of:

• God's Will, God's Bill
• the song "Strength will rise as we wait upon the Lord"
• the fact that i have thought all this out already, the outcomes of it happening and not happening, so why am i freaked out now? I have no reason to be
• Focus on School for now. Your brain cant handle focusing on everything else.
• From the Beginning of this, I have been saying that I am going to pray with CONFIDENCE that the Lord can and will show up! Satan's just yankin my chain!

FREAK OUT TIME IS OVER! for now. The Lord will provide for what is in His will. I will rest tonight in that.

Spring 2009

Registered for my classes. only taking 5 classes instead of 6. 6 is just way too much! since some of my classes this spring are 2hour credits, it makes the number of hours im taking look like nothing (13hours) compared to the 18hours im taking currently. Oh well, i know ill have my hands full with these five.
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2009-2010 Spring - All Divisions
Course
Title
Meets
EV 304 G
Evan Non-EV Grp
MW -1:30 PM - 2:20
HI 212 G
West Civ II
TR -11:30 - 12:50
LA 103 G
So Bapt Life/Wk
F -8:00 - 9:50 AM
PHI 101 G
Christ Wrldview
MWF -11:30 - 12:20
SP 201 G
Int Public Spk
TR -2:30 PM - 3:50
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Im excited about my evangelism class, its on evangelizing catholics and is my first missions related course so its like a double whammy of awesome!
Christian Worldview kinda freaks me out, but thats just cause the professor is infamous for giving the hardest tests on campus. the material should be good. i have a feeling that its all stuff that Colby had taught us in youth group.
I have difficulty keeping things in my brain. so im gonna be praying that these things that i will be learning will stay in my brain for longer then the testing time as they are pretty important subjects in relation to life after college!
the other three will be interesting. Speech is self explanatory, it reminds me of when Keilan had to take speech online and so we all had to be his audience. Now that i think about it, i dont remember ever actually having to be in the audience... Anyways, it should be an interesting class.
Western Civ. is well, i dont know what to expect. and Southern Baptist Life and Work is notorious for being a boring class. an entire class on being a baptist. but its required and im sure ill learn something....

Im hoping this will help me breath in relation to life. I dont know if I will ever do 18 hours again, maybe when i dont have to work at Valley anymore...who knows, for now, ill just stick with this.

SO EXCITED!!!

Its been a week since I sent out all my support letters for Africa and I was so encouraged to go to my mail box and see those envelopes in the lil box. my mailbox was stuffed!!!!

Ive decided to post a progress report of the support.
as of 11-3-09; $170 has been donated!

Plane ticket right now is at $2330 (cheapest i could find)
added to the trip expenses $500
Total needed $2830
Total Provided $170
Total still needed $2660

Thank you for sending your support if you have! its such a blessing! Please continue to pray!
We serve the God of miracles! Im excited to see how HE will provide!

love you all!

The Challege

Moma Cynthia has challenged me, and i will not back down from this one. I dont believe there is a prize for the winner, i think it will just be for the fun of the challenge.
First to lose 30lbs. WELL MOMA! YOUR ON!!!!!
i wonder how long it will take...?